Don't Wake Up.


everything personal♡
Realizing I deserved better changed everything. Six Word Story #82 by absentions  (via mariathne)

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everything personal♡
Here it is… I shouldn’t post this either.

I’m finding this all so difficult. I will never understand what happened to the happiness that we had. I’m struggling to grasp my head around what happened and maybe it’s my fault. I could tell you weren’t as happy as you were and I knew it wasn’t me so I fought and fought to change that and I couldn’t… Maybe it was my fault. I’m so sorry. Everyday I wake up and tell myself that I’m done and I’m over this but I don’t know. I feel that way sometimes but I think I still love you… I think I always will. I want to be there for you so so bad and I wish you didn’t give up. You made me so happy and then you stopped caring and I will never understand. I don’t want you to forget me and as hard as it will be I need to keep you in my life and maybe that is selfish of me but I don’t know how to do this. You were everything to me and I hope that when you find yourself you consider coming back to me because I don’t think I can stop loving you in some sort of way. I need to see you this weekend. Maybe it will bring some sort of closure. I don’t know but please… That is all I am asking. I gave so much with nothing in return for so long…. Give me this. I’m so so sorry. I wish I could do more or bring a smile to your face everyday. I just wish I could do something. I just feel like I have failed you and my heart is broken and now I don’t know what to do. I never thought and never will think you were/are a terrible person… I still love(d) you no matter what and I am sorry if that hurts to hear. I believe that you deserve my love.


How To Backpack Europe
Here is my new, updated itinerary. I just wanted to put this on my blog to help potential travelers out.
This is basically an, “if I could do it all again, this is how I would do it” itinerary. I just omitted a few pointless stops that I had made and added a couple cities that I could’ve easily went to. But this is more or less what I did this past summer. And if you don’t know already, I did this trip in 80 days, and for less than $6000
For those who are new to my blog you can easily find everything I’ve written about my travels in Europe by using the drop-down menu that says “Wanderlust Tour: Europe”. I hope everything that I’ve posted can inspire you to travel and help you plan your next big trip! Feel free to ask any questions as well.

1. Istanbul (Turkish Airlines is a fantastic airline that consistently has the lowest fares to Europe. Plus, they give you a free, long-enough-to-leave-the-airport-and-explore-the-city, stopover in Istanbul. It’s like getting a free trip! I highly recommend flying Turkish Airlines when traveling to Europe!)2. Rome3. Naples4. Positano5. Florence6. Tavarnelle Val Di Pesa/Barberino7. Siena8. Pisa9. Venice10. Milan11. Tirano12. Chur (Take the Bernina Express from Tirano to Chur. The Bernina Express is an incredibly scenic, UNESCO World Heritage site that you don’t want to miss!)13. Interlaken14. Lauterbrunnen and surrounding area (I recommend Murren, Gimmelwald, Wengen, and Männlichen)15. Bern16. Lucerne17. Basel18. Colmar19. Strasbourg20. Zurich21. Vienna22. Bratislava23. Budapest24. Salzburg25. Munich26. Schwangau (Neuschwanstein Castle)27. Rothenburg ob der Tauber28. Frankfurt29. Cologne30. Prague31. Oświęcim/Auschwitz32. Krakow33. Berlin34. Copenhagen35. Malmö36. Oslo37. Amsterdam38. Brussels39. Paris40. London41. Inverness42. Edinburgh

(Q: Why isn’t Spain included? A: Spain is huge, and far from the rest of Europe. Madrid is 12 hours away from Paris! If I had had a bigger budget and more time, I would’ve gone. But to be honest, Spain is a huge trip in and of itself. If you’re tight on cash and time, just save it for another time!)
Quick links on my blog:My Photos From My TripFrequently Asked QuestionsTravel TipsHow to Pack for Europe (Minimalist Style)

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